
I cannot explain to you how hard this is for me to write this. I need to get to bed so this will be short until I have time to really tell you all how hard this is. I want all of you to know that I appreciate your support and love. I will always love Yana with every bit of my heart and soul. I will never give up on her, but right now, we have to stop and move forward. What that choice will be, not sure. Yana will always be our daughter in my heart, and if the day comes that we can safely get to her without all this craziness...I will march myself through this process all over again for her. Mommy loves you baby girl.
~God, please protect her and keep her safe. Please send her an angel to hold her when she is alone. Please don't let her be in pain. Please God, let someone treat her like the princess she is. Please somehow let her know she is loved and treasured. Amen~
Proverbs 3:5-6 reads, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
oh sweetie! I can't imagine your heartbreache! you are an amazing example and my prayers are with you and Yana!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. Her beautiful little face breaks my heart. It's so difficult not to question our God in situations like this. Praying for your aching heart.
ReplyDeleteKarol
I love you, and I will always love your sweet Yana, too. Praying God's comfort and mercy.
ReplyDeletePraying that same prayer with you my friend. You are loved!
ReplyDeleteBrooke Annessa
www.theannessafamily.blogspot.com
I am so sorry :( I hope that someday things will be worked out so that you and Yana will be able to be together.
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and your sweet Yana today. My heart breaks for you, but it breaks so much more knowing she has to wait even longer for you to be her momma. The same Hand that covers you is covering her, take comfort in that, He has not left you, He has not left her.
ReplyDeleteMy heart breaks for you. You have worked so hard to get Yana home. I am praying for your peace as you go through the next decisions.
ReplyDeleteI wanted you to know that I am agreeing with you in your prayer for Yana.
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